I FRIGGIN DID IT!!!!!!!



This is what awaited me on the scales this morning. I DID IT! 30.5 official Kilo's and 18 months later, I have FINALLY reached my goal weight!

Where I will go from here, I really don't know, but for the moment, I am happy and content. Gee it feels good!

Feeling a bit frustrated

It's not friday, and apart from 3 small lollies yesterday afternoon, my diet and exercise have been spot on this week. I can't however, seem to get back to my 60.6 kgs that I was last week. I am today sitting at 60.7, but well it's now friday, and we all knows what happens on the weekend.

I guess I'm just bummed and feeling like a failure, and that i'm never going to get there. 60.6 is that magical mark where I go from being 'overweight' to 'normal' and I just can't seem to crack it again. I feel so close to my goal, but so far away as well.

Yes i'm still not feeling great, and i'm on about a thousand different types of medication to try and kick this, but surely that's not whats holding on to everything.

Gahhhhh anyway, end rant. Lets get on with this............

So it's been a while..........

And I don't even know where to begin....

My last weigh in was 62.3. I am Currently sitting at 61.3. During this past week, I went down to 60.6, which is the lowest I have ever been.

I've spent the last month with a massive head cold, which I am struggling to shake. I have finally made a doctors appointment for today, in the hope that maybe he can do something cause the cold and flu tablets just aren't doing anything. I haven't been to the gym in god-knows how many weeks cause I am struggling to breathe at the best of times, and my energy levels are ZERO. I did go once, and I was out of action for 2 days after that, so no more until I am feeling better.

Last week I started watching what I eat and calorie counting again, as well as doing half an hour on the bike of a night time while watching big brother. It seemed to work dropping from 62.1 to 60.6 in a week, however slacking off over the weekend saw me gain some. It is however just retention and not actual weight so I'm not too concerned.

My goal is still to get to 60kgs, and while i still think I'm a few weeks away from actually getting to it, I'm determined I'm going to do it. I'm wearing size 10 the majority of the time, and it feels fantastic, though I still think I could do with losing some more. I'm sticking with 60 in the meantime, and will reassess when the time comes. The excess flabby skin majorly disheartens me, but i can hide it at least now. It's part of who I am and how I got here.

Don't really think there is too much more to tell, it's been pretty quiet on this front. Will try to post a little bit more regularly......