Week 29 - Weigh In

Last week - 69.7kgs
This week - 69.9kgs
GAIN - 200g

Totally not surprised, AT ALL. I'm not feeling very motivated at all at the moment. The spark has faded a bit. I think i've been working so hard at this for what feels like ages now, and it feels like it is never going to "end". I mean, I know it's not going to end as such, that it is something that I have to continue, but the counting calories gets very repetitive and kinda drives me nuts at the moment. I still keep a rough idea of how many calories I have eaten, but at this stage I NEED to keep it written down.

I got my heart rate monitor during the week. I guess there is good and bad things about it. The good thing is that it reckons i burn more calories than FS says I do with daily everyday activities, but it says that I burn less than what FS does when i exercise. This has kinda bummed me out big time. The whole time thinking I was smashing up the exercise, and well really i wasn't! Hasn't really helped the whole 'stuff this' attitude.

I know I need to keep plodding along. Exercise was non-existent last week really, due to sick kids and photoshoots. Darren and Whit have just started going to the gym every second night, so I'm going to attempt the bike at night time again, well every second night anyway. During the day I will try and do 15 on the treadmill and 15 on the x-trainer. Just wish i could get some of that commitment back that I had, and everything wasn't such a struggle.

I'm no where near finished my journey yet, so there isn't time to be slacking off. Maybe if i can get back into the exercise mode, everything will fall back into place. Fingers crossed.