week 72 (21) - Weigh In

Last week - 61.9 Kgs
This Week - 62.5 Kgs
Gain - 600 grams

Not at all surprised, but I don't mind either. I went away for the weekend, had a great time, and I know this weight is just retention, not actual weight weight.

Saturday saw me finally get down to 61.5 kgs, though it was on my mothers scales, so i'm not entirely sure how much they differ from my scales at home. Either way I finally cracked through that 61.9 mark this week.

Week 71 (20) - Weigh in

Last week - 62.7 Kgs
This Week - 61.9 Kgs
Loss - 800 grams

I finally broke that 62 barrier in my weekly weigh in! I've done it numerous times in my daily weigh in, but it never follows through to the weekend! We even had family down, and went out to dinner. I have been sick this week though, but I still ate as per normal, and didn't exercise at the end of the week, so I think i've done pretty well to get there.

I'm away this weekend, which always leads to disaster, but i'm hoping at some stage this week i'll see those scales move below 61.9 for the first time. I've always got to that figure, but can't get any lower. Keeping my fingers crossed.

Lachlan has sports day at school tomorrow, so I don't think i'm going to get to the gym like I had originally planned. Will endeavour to get on my bike instead though.

Not much else to really report this week! How boring am I?!

Week 70 - (19) Weigh In

Last week - 63.7 Kgs
This Week - 62.7 Kgs
Loss 1 Kgs

Not as good as i had anticipated, but i guess it's not a gain. I'm REALLY struggling. I've got so much emotional crap going on at the moment, so all i want to do is eat.

The gym is frustrating me. I go and do the nautilus circuit, which involves a whole heap of weight machines, set out in a circuit, that are numbered and timed. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME i go there, no matter what time, there is ALWAYS someone there not doing it. They will sit on the one machine for nearly the entire time i am there, which means that I can't do my workout properly. Yesterday when I went, it was a whole BUNCH of ladies, just sitting on the machine's having a chat. No working out done, just fucking chatting.GRRRRRR can you tell i'm furious? I got half way through the circuit yesterday before having to leave because i couldn't do anymore.

Still really struggling with the thought that i am not going to make my goal before my birthday. It really really sux, and in the end i'm sure i self sabbotage because of it. "Well i'm not going to make it anyway so i'll just eat this." I KNOW i can do this, i just need to get these bullshit thoughts out of my head.