Argh

After a great start to the week, with measurements and weight, i'm having a crappy day.

Since Monday I have lost a whole 100 grams, and i'm working my butt off. Makes me feel pretty deflated really. I sure hope that I can at least lose some cms this week, but i'm not even hopeful on that.

My body is chucking a mental on me, by trying to be girly again, please don't go back to week on week off. I don't know whether that is the reason for the weight holding on to, whether i am building up muscle, of i'm just plateau-ing. I mean I normally have a big week followed by a small week, but 100 grams in 5 days? Are you for real?

We are heading away for the weekend again, but we are staying with Jayne as we have a wedding to photograph on Saturday at Rainbow Beach. Even though we eat really good at Jayne's, I'm still thinking that this week, is going to be the first week in 6 weeks that I actually put ON weight, and that to me is devastating :(

I know i'm not going to be exercising like I have been on the weekend, so i've already been for a walk this morning, I'm about to go to swimming lessons, and i'm HOPING that I will get a chance to jump on the bike for half an hour before I have to leave.

So wish me luck that I DO actually record a loss this week, even though I know it isn't going to be a very big one. A loss is still a loss.