Week 56 (5) - Weigh in & Confusing myself

Last Week - 68.2
This Week - 67.1
Loss - 1.1 Kgs

Finally a weekend that I didn't gain a whole heap back!!! I did gain, though only 100grams so that's really neither here nor there to be honest. Kinda a little worried what this week will bring though, whether it will show numbers falling easily or not because I don't have that food weight added. I'm hoping for a 500gram loss this week to take me to 66.5 kgs next week.

As I said in my heading i'm confusing myself with the week numbers. Yes I am on week 56, but since starting again, i'm on week 5's weigh in, so i'll continue to put the "new" week in brackets. I'm finding it easier to get my motivation if I can say I've lost another 4 kgs in 5 weeks, as opposed to 23kgs in over a year, just seems more to me to say it the other way.

I'm very excited about the prospect of seeing a 66 on the scale in the near future. I'm really struggling to comprehend that I have lost nearly 25kgs officially (over 25 unofficially). When I'm talking to someone about my weight, I'm constantly still telling them that I weigh 90 something before i have to correct myself and say 60 something.

Body-wise I struggle. Yes i am a butt-load smaller than I was a year ago, but my shape is still the same. I still have a long way to go before this belly disappears, so i guess when I look at myself, I still feel the same, and that's not real cool.

I had a bit of a 'moment' last week though. I've told you that i've been able to get into my wedding dress before, but last week I tried it on again, and it fit like it did on my wedding day. No 2 people needed to do up the zip, no pulling around the tummy, it just fit perfectly. Now i need to convince myself to go and do a trash the dress session before it gets too big. It's not like anyone else needs to see the pictures right? Be Brave Lauren!