BLAH!

Yep it's one of those days and all I want is Darren home to deal with everything so I don't have to.

The little dog had to go to the vet this morning, so he could get desexed. The vet makes you feel so bad, and tries to take you for every penny you have got. Things are pretty tight for us on the cash front at the moment, with Darren being away, so then I get made feel bad cause I couldn't do all these 'extra' things for the dog. I'm sorry buddy, i just don't have an extra 300+ dollars laying around the place for things that aren't even necessary.

To make matters worse, Madi didn't handle leaving Buster at the Vet terribly well, and cried and cried and cried. Trying to explain to a three year old that he will be coming home, when he wasn't coming home with us then and there, is bloody hard.

I have to call the vet at 3 to see how he is going, and if he can be picked up yet. I'm dreading having to go down there again, i seriously am.

Weigh in this morning put me up 100g as well. I know 100g isn't really anything, but it stings. Everytime I see the scale go up i feel defeated. I know that I shouldn't weigh every day, but at the moment it is making me stay on track. Seeing those numbers drop 6 out of 7 days DOES make it worth is, and now i just have to get over the day it goes up slightly. 300grams and i'm down 1kg this week as well. Should be doable.

Still haven't got on to my list of goals. Must get on to that.........